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• November 30, 2022

  THE PERFECT WHIRLWIND

  Mom, can you hear the cry that so often wakes me? Dad, do you even care that the world seems to hate me? Sister, where were you when i needed a friend Brother, I don’t count you as someone on whom I depend I know, I KNOW, I sound cruel because we’re family I’m sorry,…
• November 13, 2022

  Unraveling the Story

  Why does it feel so taboo to write about family? I hate that. My story is a complex one but I know it’s made me who I am today. I look forward to the day when i can share more. Here’s something I wrote two years ago. For some context this writing came after dealing…
• November 11, 2022

  Introducing Little Maggie

  The healing process, like most things, takes time. It’s so annoying. One of the first questions I asked C when we started our work together almost four years ago now was how long is this going to take? She laughed a little and then said I don’t know. Its different for everyone but you’re going…
• November 10, 2022

  Where Do I Start Pt. 2

  It feels like all the emotions want to pour out the minute I start writing. Anger. Grief. Sadness. Anticipation. Excitement. Rage. Talk about overwhelming. All of those feelings make it difficult for me to know where to start but I want to honor these thoughts that want to come out. I want these parts of…
• October 16, 2022

  Where Do I Start?

  It’s been almost four years since my therapy journey began. FOUR. YEARS. Who knew that 25-year-old me had so much shit to process. I guess that’s what years of abuse, dissociation, self harm and pain will do. I’ve realized that I’m beyond ready to let my pain be seen in hopes of finding others who…